10.48am

My heart is in pain
Im stabbed in the chest;
I cant do much
But wish all the best.

My heart is in pain
The tears are rolling down;
I cant help it
If my face wears a frown.

My heart is in pain
As i begged for a chance;
You walked right by me
Without a second glance.

My heart is in pain
I had to let you go;
I asked if you still loved me
And you just said 'no'.

My heart is in pain
It still is in pain;
Though you threw my love away
It'll never be in vain.

by: Que

KeLsy

If only you knew
How much you mean to me
Then we could show our love
For all the world to see
How we laughed and talked and got along
And how we used to sing our favourite song
But things have changed i'm far from you
The hurt and pain cant you feel it too?
I miss our smiles our hugs our kisses
The only thing now is that my heart is in pieces
I need a signal, an answer, maybe a sign
To know once and for all
If you'll ever still be mine.

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (021008)

My 10 Sticks

Cigarette 1.
I thought of when we first got together. Our laughs and those kisses.
Cigarette 2.
I thought of when you first came to my house. We enjoyed each other's presence.
Cigerette 3.
I thoutght of when you were by my side. Our heart to hearts.
Cigarette 4.
I thought of the first time you said those 3 words. I said them back to you too.
Cigarette 5.
I thought of our minor fights and arguements. We got through them and each said sorry.
Cigarette 6.
I thought of how you've changed. You didnt show you cared as much.
Cigarette 7.
I thought of the distance. I cried tilli fell sick.
Cigarette 8.
I thought of yesterday. You completely ignored me.
Cigarette 9.
I thought of how much I loved you. Wondered if you loved me too.
Cigarette 10.
I thought of how i used to cut myself. I cant stand the hurt and pain.

...Oh f*ck. I ran outta cigarettes.

...and you're gone...

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (290908)

You (Pt.2)

YOU

...made this wreck of me ( i started cutting myself )

...got me drunk with your words ( i believed your every lie )

...drugged my mind with the image of you ( i was haunted by your face )

...caused all the blood around me ( i kept bleeding from within )


You.
Buried me.
Alive.

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (180808)

You

Our lives are moving on
But tear streaks are still left dried on my face
Is it really so hard?
So so hard to just say a simple hello?
Or even smile or give a nod?
Apparently the past is still haunting
There's still a need for a closure to fill the space
You dont have the right to be this way
Cuz its how IM supposed to be, not you
What the hell do you want from me?
5 years of my life. Is it still not enough?
Either get outta my life or be in it
It just isnt fair
It never is, never was
But it isnt supposed to be this way either
My eyes are welling up again
Dont, please dont...
Im happy now
Dont make me start stumbling and fall
...Again
I dont want to... Just cant...
Dont... Not now...
Love me or hate me
Just dont play your games with me.
Please.

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (260708)

Him...

He puts a smile on my face before I go to sleep
His loving touch is what makes me love him so deep;
Those hazel eyes forever in my heart engraved
His warm embrace is where i feel most safe;
His kisses on my lips sweeps me off my feet
Leaves me craving till the next time we meet;
Those crazy moments the two of us share
Really proves to me just how much he really cares...

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (220708)

Smiles or Tear-streaked faces?

Distances apart
Cold and numb
Internal bleeding
Lots of changes
Lost and confused?
Its just the same different
Same recognized stranger
What's going on?
Falling, Failing
Will it last?
Time determined.

Distant, yet near
Its still there
I can feel it
Gap. Hole. Space.
Ongoing obstacles
The finish line within grasp
End.

by: Que

*www.emogothicness.blogspot.com (080608)