I Wither

Let it out, let it out
Feel the empty space
So insecure find the words and let it out
Staring down, staring down
Nothing comes to mind
Find the place turn the water into wine
But I feel I'm getting nowhere
And I'll never see the end

So I wither and render myself helpless
I give in, and everything is clear
I breakdown, and let the story guide me

Turn it on,Turn it on
Let the feelings flow
Close your eyes see the ones you used to know
Open up, open up
Don't struggle to relate
Lure it out help the memory escape
Still transparantness consumes me
And I feel like giving up

So I wither and render myself helpless
I give in, and everything is clear
I breakdown, and let the story guide me
I wither And give myself away
Light reflections on the cage
The worlds want to create

I drown in hesitation
My words come crashing down
And all my best creations
Burning to the ground
The final staring over
Leaves me paralyzed
Tear it out again
Another one that got away

I wither and render myself helpless
I give in, and everything is clear

by: Donzoix

The Border Line

Insecurity. Betrayal.

A veil in front of my eyes.

I take two steps back,

maybe a third or fourth.

Deceives. Lies.

I pile up on my armour.

A never ending process,

Hence i build my wall in front of me.

Denial. Trauma.

The invisible boundary present.

Creating my personal radius,

I keep myself back and shut.

Sometimes

Sometimes I feel like running away;
Sometimes i want my night to turn to day.

Sometimes I just want an extra ride on the carousel;
Sometimes I need to get outta my living hell.

Sometimes I really miss being a little girl;
Sometimes I'm forced to face this cruel world.

Sometimes everyone just seems so strange;
Sometimes I realize the world's in change.

Sometimes i really ought to change my point of view;
Sometimes i hold back from screaming "STFU".

Sometimes it cuts you like a knife;
Most of the time you know its just life.

by: Que

Confused

My knees start to shake,
When you're in sight.
My mind is filled with wonder,
My heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can I listen to my mind,
Without breaking my heart?

I'm so confused,
What should I do?
I can't think of anything,
Except you.

Should I ignore you?
Or just give it time?
I can't think straight,
My heart controls my mind.

by: Anonymous

Sorry

Since then i was always there for you
Its something i always thought you knew

Through time and time i had your back
I thought you knew it was a fact

It came a day you made a decision
That made me question your very reason

The hurts and pains i hear you cry
Yet once again you gave it another try

Most of those times i had your back
But that last time, i thought we had a pact

Its happening again, i know it is
Im sorry but i cant bare seeing you like this

No reasons i could think of for you to decide it
When im sure you know its just history gonna repeat

I gave you my words as a friend
But you just said i didnt understand

Im not in your shoes, i dunno how it feels
Maybe i should just shut up and keep my mouth sealed

For whatever i say doesnt mean a thing
So why dont you just continue you little fling

Im giving up, im just gonna let it go
I never thought you'd ever stoop so low

The day will come, soon you'll realize
That once again you fell for his stupid lies

When that happens i promise ill be by your side
In me you'll be able to confide

But now i think its just not fair
So im sorry but i really cant be there.

by: Que